previous blog was on Saturday. Sunday I stayed home as well. Even though the plan was to go Sentosa. But since the response was ehh. So we decided to just cancel it off.
Monday went to school. Was thinking whether I should. Since there ain't lessons so it's only fyp. But since Tuesday I have to go medical checkup and skip school as well. So I made it up on Monday. After fyp stuffs I was playing Sims3 in clubhouse. When Mayer Pierre Jyn and Zhixiang they all also showed up. So I'm happy. Playing too much Sims so I'm thinking how do I be happy. Or gain happiness. But shown that just having these peeps around are enough the fun to make it up. Had meeting with Renjie Grace Sky Jiasheng Wesley Lucas and the rest as well. First time I met Lucas and Wesley. After ask them wanna go eat a not wait until dulan also. Not really dulan but ehh. At least gonna give a response on whether you wanna go eat a not what. Ask wanna eat a not. then you ask back the same damn question and then go back saying lame korean stuffs. -.- So fuck it. Suck thumb. Ate some tidbits from vending machine de first le.
Tuesday is the goddamn medical checkup day. Nothing's wrong. It's just that I have to report at somewhere at 8am. Where. Take the train super long to Queenstown and take bus until over Queensway there. Depot road so far away. Nothing's wrong mehs? Super early lehs. Yea I did set an alarm with my phone. But apparently my phone's been playing the FM channels till 5am the alarm sounded. I was alerted. I reach out click it. Stopped. And my head didn't even function lo. Sleep~ next thing I know my mum come ask me why I still at home was 8am+ le. Woohoo~ Joy to the world~~ diaox. I jiu wake up and go lohs. When I entered the CMPB area is 10am+ le. Went with Ganjoo. Cos his slot was 930am. But obviously he's late too. Checkups checkdowns. check everywhere. then say my puny heart has abnormal heartbeats. Dunno is the readings not good le. Or that my heart really got prob. So nida go for a heartscan at some hospital on may. That's like so long later. So im Pes D. Means Pending. Doesn't mean my body got prob. Doesn't mean my body ain't fit. But the medical questionaire did mention if we did had any breakups or relationship problems recently. Does that affects our body? thou heart? Answered No to the question. But that was on October last year. So I didn't edit it neither. Rest of the day jiu came home had lunch. Which was 3pm then ate lunch. Eat until a lot only. Then while waiting for dinner I laid on bed playing guitar until I fell asleep. Woke up 2 hours later I didn't move at all lo. LOL pro le.
Wednesday. Just past. Skipped tutorial. No other reason. Overslept. No other explanation. Cos I want to sleep more lo. Even though I already got warning letter for this module le. So went to last like 15 minutes of lecture for attendance? LoL. Went fc3 have lunch with class. After that they went Moberly play Wii. my group went back to class to do work le. Stayed there pretty long. But didn't do much either. Cos it's me. I don't do work de. LOL. like proud like that? -.- After that went clubhouse slack le. All the way till 11pm. Ate alot of lame stuffs whole day. So sort of made it up on dinner.
I just keep feeling worse and worst. about myself.
