SO~~ so? so yesterday was the first day of school. for the last term of school. IF i don't intend on any further studies elsewhere this would rightfully be the last 2 months of studies for me? pathetic or what? And who wishes for it to be filled with FYP MLP MTT. -.- diaos....
Went to school on time for yesterday's lesson. As I said. Cos it was the first day. Only specially for that very first day only. But also never really had any lessons. Reached at 9, james started showing a video at 10, while I was watching videos on youtube. Good variety. MTVs, ss501 hyunjoong, TVXQ new songs, blackshot gameplay, xing guang etc etc. Wahahas. Pro right. Then 11 jiu ended le. Class was till 12 de. But also nothing le mahs. So we went up to 2056. then to 2055. reading book there. It's a good book. IDIOTS guide to Psychology of Happiness. LOL. seemed like I really need it? probably yea. but it's for good bahs. everyone should read it. :) I still have other books eh.
Stayed in 2055 until 3+. Then left le. they didn't wanna let me leave de lohs. but i still left. wahahas. Bought lunch from fc6. yea! 3+ le haven't eaten. Then went ch outside eat. Esmonde saying jokes there. Cocomak LOL. Dirty jokes also use on girls. (Y) le. Then me and kiat keep using the joke and cocomak singing song le. hahaha. went play pool with kiat and ljs. then went gym awhile. then me and kiat slacked in clubhouse till very late le. Cos he say wanna write song. LOL. He like only came up with one line "I miss the times with you by my side." then i help him write finish everything le. diaos. sad song only. he wan emo only. his lyrics like dun wan live like that de. then i can ninja into train kiat kena stucked outside. So i waited for him at clementi to take one stop with him only. haas. First day of school pretty well spent.
So what's after the 1st. 2nd? No... it never came. Cos i pon school hahas. (Y) le bahs. Wahahas.
But somebody said alot things le lohs. Say friends are fake lovers. Say cannot pon school le. o.0
Lalala~ been thinking alot these 2 weeks? Nahs. Wasn't. Was pretty fine. Just fine. Not even pleasant. But living so ZAI makes it safer. much safer. Like a shelter to hide from bombards outside. Watching videos, playing games, eating and eating. What's a ZAI life without anime? without anime jiu either become gamer, or pornster le lo. But watch anime also become otaku. So no harm. lOl. Clannad's still so funny. More funny then sanguo, so I shall watch clannad. After that jiu watch Aizu pure again. Mmmm.
Life's great? Learnt from the book about happiness. Not being the same as pleasure. Pleasure is merely an illusion. that perhaps a craving is relieved of, or bodily pleasures, or a happy feeling. But it's all short-lived. For example, you feel like you wanna eat MAC so you go buy and eat and happy le. But after that you realized you spent too much money on it, so you gotta earn or save back. Then you ate so much, and you gotta go for exercises. The negatives are way beyond what you gained from eating that sinful meal. You may feel a little happy when working to earn back, or going to exercise, but you're just recovering for a lost. And it's a cycle. However, going to a foodcourt for a standard meal, but had great conversations with your friends. that's for so much better. Ice cream or chocolates are even worst. You may need to feel the sensation of eating the ice cream, the sweetness, and chilly feel. But after the pleasure of it, the craving will only keep increasing. Falling in love too, is like a drug. The short-lived lift of spirits etc, however unreal it is it feels good. And we know what happens next. Happiness teaches us to want less, and experience more of what you already have. If we keep wanting something, or wanting more. We'll never ever be happy with what we have already. wahahas. lame~~
Let's see
When a and form a friendship, its one of awareness as well as collaborative strength.
When a and form a friendship, the partnership heightens the strength and consciousness of both partners.
and are both kind and accepting of others if they come clean.
When two form a friendship, they form one of the most soothing, agreeable, well- balanced relationships around.
The - friendship may start slowly, but it will blossom once both friends grow to understand and respect one another.
and are both constantly looking for inner beauty in every single person
The best aspect of a - friendship is their mutual interest in helping individuals and the world around them.
and are both humorous and generous with love.
