Had been a goddamn long time since I ever blogged le. Think only so few of you still reading this le. Life haven been any better when everyone's trying to grow up. Nonetheless me trying too hard as well. Making the ship harder on purpose doesn't helps much as well. Dunno how much of difference already but I'm still me bahs. but growing up I see myself going back to the likes of old emo days. haas.

School had ended but I still always outcast myself from the class. Never attended graduation shows, graduation ceremonies and outings etc. Had to work but now working at somewhere poing introduced me into. Isn't a good experience at all. In fact we all hate it that much. But for monetary interests and purposely putting myself through it is going to make me mature that little bit? As superficial as it is. Just now also jiamin asked me if I wanna go work for her as kappa part time anyway I did it before. Or for bradfort etc. But they doesn't pay as well bahs. I need a job that gives me more working hours, more pay, and more time to go out. Hais this kinda life sucks. Just like Kel says we needa go through harder ships, and after working hard le then can go have fun and enjoy life. Easily said.

Growing up is really the toughest part.