Took a stroll at the park downstairs alone just now. As usual I can't play the swing, it makes me giddy. And I forgot to buy panadol so went down again to buy, if not butt will say again. The park downstairs is one of my favorite places. And there are pieces of memories there that traces back to really very long ago. And the most times when I'm there, Leonard was there too. We'd drink. We'd talk. And I would just walk up home le, and he would have to take cab home.

I would really think of the words he always told me. Not only him. But all my buddies. Seriously. Because after a certain level of understanding, and an accumulation of conversations, I would know what would they reply to me already. I always speak of my buddies as a board of directors. Like even if I'm the CEO, or the steering gear, the words of my directors really makes a drastic difference. Even if we don't see each other for months and months, or talk everyday, all my buddies really mark their words like engraving.

So, still and again. I feel like I might understand more of what they said. Time and again, but now I don't have to talk to anyone I guess. Other then vanne bahs. Others you also don't need guess.

And hey. If I'd fall so easily I can't open my country club yea? ;) maybe I'll hang your pictures around. haas.