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date/time Sunday, 30 January 2011,08:26
date/time Monday, 24 January 2011,09:03
date/time 08:13
Alright. I almost forgot what I did on last Friday. Again. I woke up later then planned. So woke up not long jiu went school le. Met Huishi buddy at fc6 to get tickets. And feel damn bad le. Cos when I saw her sitting alone at fc6 waiting to pass me tiks. Was like.. -.- but dunno how long she was there le. So in the end I reached school earlier then planned too. Cos didn't wanted go so early de. And then had lunch with Meieng, Shawn, and Jaslyn. Was that muslim or indian food I also dunno. Yitagen. Cos no Yakult le. Went studio for filming. For green screen 'mercy' effect. of different layers movement thing. Yvonne and Jaslyn also helped us le. Then ganjoo sibei kelian cos we keep abusing him. Hahas. like keeping whacking him only. After studio when down fc4 clubhouse take rack with Bryan. Then rest of the afternoon was in class listening to Quak say about some things. Then got guest speaker talking about online portfolio thing. But I was playing some online game. Damn addictive one. You need to spread a virus, disease or parasite. To the whole of the world. Infect everyone, and kill everyone. So we must monitor the spreading of the disease, and the fatality of the disease etc. But damn hard luh. Until today in clubhouse I tried again also can't win. So I played like mm 8 times le bahs? So not going to try le. lame.. Friday night the whole class going to fareast to eat free dinner le. PT outing for the class. eating turkish. But sian luhs so I didn't went le. Went clubhouse also nobody. So sian. Totally. So went fc5 find renzhong wanjie sharmaine leonard and sihui. After that I bought my subway le then me leonard and sihui went moberly play pool for one hour. Only me and leonard 1v1. Damn lame he sure own me one what. -.- He like everyday talk cock damn a lot. But I did learnt somethings from it also le. Doesn't mean have to be something good. :)
Saturday nowadays is total stay-at-home day. Cos too poor le. So life had been trying to struggle through the week, and spend whatever left during the weekends and have fun le. Woke up quite late, did house work. Every week also de but cny jiu like more lo. Then stay home play play play?
Sunday morning woke up quite early. Met Andy at MRT. then went cityhall waited for Kokwei, Yingli, then Minjie. To those who doesn't know them, they are my classmates in my one year stay in JC. haven't been long one year. But seems like we been through much things together. And andy was from my secondary sch also de, and JC le. So we not much but still will meet ups. Went Chijmes. Australian's Hog's Breath Cafe. Had our lunch there. And Gelato di Bruno Strawberry ice cream cake. Played a round of pool there also le. Then we went walk around and try shop? But jiu doesn't work out hahahas. In the end Andy left about 530. Yingli Minjie Kokwei and me went Esplanade link the coffee and toast rot. So jiu chat there le. until 630 Minjie went buy sushi. Then met Peiyan Sihui and Desmond at esplanade at 7+. We were seated in esplanade 3-3. Because the tickets says so. Hahas. Cos it's full house in the Concert hall. We pretty enjoyed it le. :) After that 6 of us went makansutra for dinner. Shared hokkien mee, satays, carrot cake with minjie and desmond. Then peiyan eat her noodles. Desmond eat his western, plus stringray. LOL. he rich only lo. -.- 11 liddat jiu had to go home le. Reached home just past 12am. Means? Monday le loh. -.- bluessss~~~
Monday. today went school at 1230. Then did my stuffs myself only le. Just before 4pm then I left. Went clubhouse wait for zhixiang they all. There were zhixiang fengshui jyn sihui wanjie sharmaine wesley lucas jiasheng peiyan. Went eat a few of them at 8? fc4. Then went back clubhouse till 10 jiu go home le. :)
Thoughts. Mm. Feeling quite a load about leaving school? That kind of reflection about what ever I did. Remembering what's worthy and dumping what ever isn't. And maybe there was a reason the latter happen. For better or worse? Reminisce.. Never seen much of a growth in me since though.
FYP so far been a drag. a pain in the ass. Really doesn't see much of a point in doing it after all. Haiz.. So intention clearly is to pull it through and get it over with. Pretty much 99% of people is like that bahs? After FYP jiu gotta get myself a job. And enjoy life le. Another drag anyways. My life really sucks. but I'm happy.
Just got to know that twitter quite funny le. I posted to Xiu that I'm gonna play sims later too. And then Sims3 go and retweet it. LOL. like so proud of it le bahs. Then I tweet wonders about which is better or worse. Then a wib? which is better, dk is person of what asked me what was i referring to. perhaps wib? can help. LOL.
Napfa's tmr. In school. 530pm. All the best dude. Now is almost 1am. But I can't sleep. very jialat. now even like 330 go sleep also must turn about till 4am. So I might as well go sleep at 4? LOL. rofl.
date/time Thursday, 20 January 2011,08:21
Thursday. is another that counts closer to Friday. Why Friday? Cos Friday leads to Saturday le. Is weekends. wahahas. then can sleep die me. Don't need care a heck about the world. (Y)
Thursday morning lesson canceled. Truth be told I slept very early last night. Around 1am? That's early okay. Like every night lie there listen FM until fell asleep. Then sometime later will wake up then off my FM. Cos Mm sometimes FM got irritating things inside bahs. Then will wake up. Then can continue sleeping le. (Y). Woke up at 2pm. Lol. So had a simple breakfast of Milo and bread and biscuits. Jiu when out le. Didn't even change my clothes okay. -.- Wear my house clothes go out. Reached school jiu 3+ le. Went running with Zhixiang and Sihui. I ran 2.4cliq around dk how long. Cos I timing then at 9+ was ran 4 rounds only. then dk why paused there. -.- Last 2 rounds also anyhow run only loh.
After running jiu went bathing. Then stayed in clubhouse watch movie with the rest. They were watching Saw1. I joined them for Saw2. Never watched before. Okay bahs. Quite nice le (Y). Was happy. Cos peeps at the clubhouse are all so cool. There was Wanjie Shermaine Fengshui Mayer Pierre Leonard Peiyan Zhixiang Sihui Renjie Yongseng Sky esmonde and... that's all bahs. Can't remember everyone de. :p before running sent teddy to mrt le. then after movie Sent pierre to mrt. Then me and leo talk abit. Bought hotdog bun eat. Soon after came home with Esmonde.
Came home. bought rice with vege also to eat. Play dota. Do effects breakdown. Play blackshot. Blog. Sleep. ooo life is so boring. Tonight sleep early. Tmr morning wake up play Sims3. LOL. xD oh yea 1am coming soon. ^^
date/time Wednesday, 19 January 2011,09:23
this is cute. thanks. :)
date/time 09:19
Yea. And I've met Huishi to pay her the money le. Aww. I paid for 5 tickets. that's 60 bucks. Booms. Even though Peiyan and Sihui already paid me le. Minjie and Kokwei also going. Desmond as well.
What's coming soon? Thursday not going for fyp le. Gonna do my stuffs on my own bahs. Going to school for jogging with zhixiang they all. Friday has a line up for going to studio even. So that day ain't free. Saturday imma most prob lock myself at home. And watch my heart swim in the fish tank. Sunday is for looking forward. Going out with kokwei minjie andy and yingli. For celebrating 21th birthdays. But I ain't got no idea. how? No money also. how? oh shit. at night going to symphonic concert with them le. 6 of us. Gonna have fun on that day alrights? try to... -.-
date/time 09:00
previous blog was on Saturday. Sunday I stayed home as well. Even though the plan was to go Sentosa. But since the response was ehh. So we decided to just cancel it off.
Monday went to school. Was thinking whether I should. Since there ain't lessons so it's only fyp. But since Tuesday I have to go medical checkup and skip school as well. So I made it up on Monday. After fyp stuffs I was playing Sims3 in clubhouse. When Mayer Pierre Jyn and Zhixiang they all also showed up. So I'm happy. Playing too much Sims so I'm thinking how do I be happy. Or gain happiness. But shown that just having these peeps around are enough the fun to make it up. Had meeting with Renjie Grace Sky Jiasheng Wesley Lucas and the rest as well. First time I met Lucas and Wesley. After ask them wanna go eat a not wait until dulan also. Not really dulan but ehh. At least gonna give a response on whether you wanna go eat a not what. Ask wanna eat a not. then you ask back the same damn question and then go back saying lame korean stuffs. -.- So fuck it. Suck thumb. Ate some tidbits from vending machine de first le.
Tuesday is the goddamn medical checkup day. Nothing's wrong. It's just that I have to report at somewhere at 8am. Where. Take the train super long to Queenstown and take bus until over Queensway there. Depot road so far away. Nothing's wrong mehs? Super early lehs. Yea I did set an alarm with my phone. But apparently my phone's been playing the FM channels till 5am the alarm sounded. I was alerted. I reach out click it. Stopped. And my head didn't even function lo. Sleep~ next thing I know my mum come ask me why I still at home was 8am+ le. Woohoo~ Joy to the world~~ diaox. I jiu wake up and go lohs. When I entered the CMPB area is 10am+ le. Went with Ganjoo. Cos his slot was 930am. But obviously he's late too. Checkups checkdowns. check everywhere. then say my puny heart has abnormal heartbeats. Dunno is the readings not good le. Or that my heart really got prob. So nida go for a heartscan at some hospital on may. That's like so long later. So im Pes D. Means Pending. Doesn't mean my body got prob. Doesn't mean my body ain't fit. But the medical questionaire did mention if we did had any breakups or relationship problems recently. Does that affects our body? thou heart? Answered No to the question. But that was on October last year. So I didn't edit it neither. Rest of the day jiu came home had lunch. Which was 3pm then ate lunch. Eat until a lot only. Then while waiting for dinner I laid on bed playing guitar until I fell asleep. Woke up 2 hours later I didn't move at all lo. LOL pro le.
Wednesday. Just past. Skipped tutorial. No other reason. Overslept. No other explanation. Cos I want to sleep more lo. Even though I already got warning letter for this module le. So went to last like 15 minutes of lecture for attendance? LoL. Went fc3 have lunch with class. After that they went Moberly play Wii. my group went back to class to do work le. Stayed there pretty long. But didn't do much either. Cos it's me. I don't do work de. LOL. like proud like that? -.- After that went clubhouse slack le. All the way till 11pm. Ate alot of lame stuffs whole day. So sort of made it up on dinner.
I just keep feeling worse and worst. about myself.
date/time Tuesday, 18 January 2011,08:29
i shall blog tmrw night alrights? :) now gonna sleeps le. if not will faints. :) wan an!
date/time Monday, 17 January 2011,08:23
And I just can't keep living this way So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage I'm standing up, Imma face my demons I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground I've had enough, now I'm so fed up Time to put my life back together right now
Yeah, It's been a ride... I guess I had to go to that place to get to this one Now some of you might still be in that place If you're trying to get out, just follow me I'll get you there
And I would've did anything for you To show you how much I adored you But it's over now, it's too late to save our Love Just promise me you'll think of me Every time you look up in the sky and see a star Cuz I'm a
I'm a space-bound rocketship and your heart's the moon And I'm aimin' right at you Right at you 250, 000 miles and a clear night in June And I'm so lost without you Without you Without you
Slept at 430am last night. Woke up was like 3pm edi. Did housework till 7pm. Then bathed and had dinner. After that jiu usual life. Rot and die. Chatted with vanne le. These few days then did de. Mm. A bit better le bahs. At least she not so angry now le. o.0 Tried downloading LOL to play. but there're problems lehs. And I don't know how to solve them. SO? Mm.. so i deleted it. -.- really is LOL. then so now transferred Sims3 to play lo. So good le. don't even have to download or install. But now having serious dilemma of who to place in the game sio. Mmm. not gonna sleep le bahs. haas someone can do work and play until like don't sleep le. But me is play nia. never do work. im more lazy hahas.
wonder what she's doing now..
date/time Friday, 14 January 2011,09:43
Friday ended. I haven't blogged for Monday. Haas. I'm lazy. Can't help it. Monday I didn't went for school. (Y) but I worked hard at home trying to do up some stuffs. and doing the assignment 2 for MLP as well. 1st was compiled by me. And the 2nd was done solely by me. (Y) how cool is that. Almost like a 14 page report. still nvm. It's on law. that's the point. isn't interesting one loh. But I'm really very impatient de le lohs. Esp to my mum? And hate it when whatever she says sounds like instructions. and like to ask me do this do that. Can't just slack at home and save money all that happily mehs. o.0
Tuesday had to go to school. It's always like that. When I go they ain't there. LOL. my group mates I mean. Class was for like 8am mahs. Everyone comes after class time de. Then go elsewhere do fyp. Haas. Done some things to FYP film poster. And starting doing a tracking on a photo. It's like the guy take a piece of blank photo. So the picture slowly fades in after he develops it. So I'm to do the tracking, place the photo in. Had to work with a lot of variables. then clone the trackers, and roto scope for the hand of the guy. Mm. Did super long de. Went clubhouse very fun le. Cos everyday with mayer pierre leonard zhixiang they all. Singing songs, yelling, eating, talk cock. :D We few guys wanted go Mac at night de. But Mac do stun. we from far see still open, when we reach the shuttle's closed. -.- for fak only loh. So we went fc5 drink chocolate milk, eat chocolates. o.0
Wednesday lesson at 8am. law tutorial and lecture. Went print out and arrange stuffs for FYP accounts claims. Ethel took it so she help me pass to Lynus after that. Went Convention there de Mac find classmates. Ate big breakfast. (Y) then stayed there they talking damn long le. I slept. Was to go ganjoo's house for filming de. Went dover le then Lynus want me go back. So I met him, then changed the claims things. So in the end I didn't went filming le. After that went clubhouse and ate subway for dinner. With sihui and zhixiang. Then zhixiang bought me HL milk again le. Cos buy 2 cheaper also le.
Thursday is the time when it starts getting tiring? James lesson is 9-12. 2 sessions. So I need reach at 1030. I was late a little. And then 1130 I went back clubhouse take audio technika mic and mixer to return to Comtech. Returned equipments, go fc6 eat. Do fyp until 5plus went fc6 bought Curry puff and Donut. 6 jiu left and went clubhouse. Went eat at fc4 with xiaohan mayer pierre leonard sihui. Ate fried ice cream as well le. Ate 2 times le. but actually okay only lohs. I only want the ice cream nia eh. haha. Another fun day. Cos did some work. And did have fun with friends. :)
TGIF! So what? Had to go do Fyp at 1130 de. But I didn't. As usual. LOL. Met zhixiang and leonard go gym at 10plus. Went back clubhouse at 1130. With joleen wanjie renzhong pierre mayer etc. After that very late le then went eat at clementi Mr prata. First time there not bad le lohs. A lot people le. Wilson wahyin raymond ningzhen wanjie joleen renzhong leonard pierre mayer esmonde and milo HAHA. just to eat prata le. In the end Where's KOI?? And someone very cute le lor. Never blog bout steamboat eh. :( saded. hahas. and prank call me some more le. Went for fyp. Did till 6. Then went clubhouse put le thing. pass meieng thumbdrive. Jiu went kmob. till 92opm. Went back clubhouse. about 10pm went clementi again. didn't wanted go but jiu go lohs. -.- with leonard jyn wenting huipeng issac weiwei. sihui also came le. chatting there but too cold le so we left hahs. Home sweet home le lohs. Now 220am my sis haven't come home. Mum say she went kbox. then at toing bahru? o.0 dunno her lor. -.-
Lalala. Sunday going Sentosa. Suntan! and play sports! and have fun! So far not a lot people say going eh. Come on. All go. :D
Over spent a lot this week le. Hehe. -.- Seriously loh. I dun have talent in saving money. No potential also hahas. that's just too bad~~~ libra seriously liddat?? boomz.
Make this weekend. And coming week a good one too. :) another like one month plus of my poly education. :) Life's bringing me further le. :) lalala.
Boo~ It's now 12:29am. My head is abit heavy and dizzy cos I slept in train just now. And I don't know how I'm feeling now. Stomach still full and bathed so not so sleepy, but it's cold in the night. Let's start talking about yesterday. Erm.. actually there was NOTHING. seriously. I woke up around 4pm. Online then online and online. But didn't do work eh. Only did minor research for my work. Then looking at songs, watching youtube, playing songs, singing songs, whatever but just spoiling my voice only. Doesn't matter. Then slept at almost 4am. Cos didn't want to sleep. Yea Saturday nights. Stone. Rot. Emo? So when my last dota game ended it was 4am. Woke up by kokwei's phone call. I thought we going sakura is dinner eh. OMG i forgot. So andy yingli minjie kokwei at there le. Somerset. I want chiong down also can't cos I nida do things at home. :( damn sad. Sobs. So in the end went steamboat with ningzhen raymond wahyin wilson renjie and xiu le. at some place in clementi need walk in quite long de. Not bad bahs. And got nice people. But so ex le. 34bucks each. :( lalala
Should I go to school tmrw? I'm still thinking. I'll make the decision after I wake up tmrw? HAHA.
date/time Saturday, 8 January 2011,07:27
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date/time Friday, 7 January 2011,10:02
SO~~ so? so today was friday. TGIF. hehe. first week gone~~ Reached school almost 11am. Was supposed to be there by 10am de. Met zhixiang leonard and renjie go gym. Initially I said that should be me and zhixiang there on time only. I was late yea. But in the end leonard and renjie never showed up. (Y). so only me and zhixiang went gym le. I didn't trained cos was having a netball game tmrw morning de. But not going le. Cos I hurt my ankle blabla. Though it's supposed to be painful, or cracked, or sprained, but it's perfectly fine. No pain, no walking-troubles whatever. So there's when it starts getting scary and dangerous. Skali tmrw wake up and it's all swollen and can't walk. Haas. So Joleen says she'll get in a sub. Don't play play. But i wanna play ehh. :/ but nvm bahs. game more impt. I also not good in it, go later sabo the team down. :) jiayous le. But disappoint leonard le bahs. I came home my msn got what, let's own the game tmr mily. blabla. LOL.
After gym I ate subway hearty italian turkey and ham. 1 Went 2056 do fyp. Till 7pm+. Then went clubhouse le. Ate subway wheat cold cut double meat. (Y) good diet. LOL. then came home eat rice, vege, fish. Choc milk. Only left the low fat yoghurt think I eat le jiu lao sai le. -.- diaos.
Read someone's blog and find it interesting that some of the 'so-called weird' thinkings. Like money is certainly evil etc. Yes~ although many wouldn't agree. But money is the number 1 evil thing. People who are evil are those who call for a change. Change is constant, but it ain't good. It had to be someone's comfort zone. Change means destroying it and making it safe for someone else. And the cycle goes on everyone's hurt. Just leave it and everyone can settle in their own means. I just wanna live life. Not making too much things happen. It's like we're just little. There's a saying that people, living things are matter too. Matter, on itself consists of a positive and a negative. In whatever forms these 2 exist, they thou meet shall not live. It's like people do just disappear. And vanish. even their very existence. They are automatically wiped out of memories of living people. So no one will go finding ehh where's whowhowho. No. no one remembers. So i certainly hate people who think greatly of themselves. Thinking they could make a difference in others. Or fake God. Yea. Exactly like this world's greatest enemy now? Masons are trained. and live believing that yes, we can make a difference. If we have this and this is us, we can make things happen. If we can make who and who do this with us. We can make more things happen. Nothing is impossible. And there goes our world. In whose hands now? where is our Freewill? And a lot people doesn't recognize that power can relates to evil deeds. Seriously who can handle power? No one. Look at your marvel heroes. Look at your whatever newspapers. o.o And cash too. Reading the happiness guidelines, one shouldn't strike like a load of money. A great percentage of these people after that committed suicide. the imbalance caused misery. they know how to spend, how to enjoy that luxury, but they won't remember how to live. LOL i talking cock here le. -.- but ppl pls be more concerned of the world. not your puny little futures.
go play game. 230am mmm I play till 4 bahs. Nights.
date/time Thursday, 6 January 2011,09:26
SO~~ so? so yesterday was the third day of school. for the last term of school. so I have no intention to be drawn into or drown in FYP projects. Rather, I rather.. I rather I be doing more stuffs? That fills myself with more things. mm? like what? Anything that is definitely not academic bahs. Haas. why? No whys. I just don't wanna bah.
Yesterday was lesson for MLP. Attended tutorial on time. 8am. Pow! and lecture at 9am. 10am jiu go off le lorhs. Hahas. Had lunch with classmates at Fc5. And then had to go back to school. And do work. But I only drafted out content for MLP ppt, and how they should be arranged and distributed. then jiu there happily playing online games. Lol. not bad lehs. like fun~ xP MeiEng left, so the more we don't do work. And the more we play hahahas. she imba de. Gpa 3.9 le. So she want chiong we also suffer. x.x sianzz. Vicki 3.98 eh. is like what the fuck. this kind of result you gimme for free I also don't want loh. x.x like mind fuck only. I won't feel good having that kinda achievement. LOL. Since the games are so fun so I played until 3+ and went ch le. Went clubhouse saw ehh.. who's there? wanjie sharmaine fengshui jiasheng and...aiyoh. I forgot le. Then wahyin also came. So 5 jiu left with her and fengshui le. Go home. (Y) come home early so boring de. So slept at 9pm. Then woke up at 1130pm. And do some dunno what stuffs. And played dota until 3am. then sleeps again.
Thursday. went to class at 1030. on time. (Y) le. Only had a brief lesson on motion capture. Then james was telling us a lot about students etc le. (Y) also le. Jiu it isn't just work. It's more on attitude, motivation, purpose. Then ate at Fc6 with classmates. They went up to do work. I went off! woo~ love running away. Really don't wanna go up and do nothing. Then ask me do this do that. also can't do. then pek cek all that. Not good de. Went clubhouse. Me leonard and mayer blasting songs there singing, screaming, yelling. seriously. like favorite past time. Guns N' Roses, Aerosmith. 4pm went Fc3 eat chicken talk. cos cheap. Jyn Mayer Leonard Wanjie Shermaine also went with me. Jyn was so nice le. Bought donuts for us. Cos helped hui buy also le bahs. And mayer so funny le. Say we 3 guys there all Libra le. (Y) best. Rated 2nd best guy in Cmcc is Libra eh. Haas. Mayer lor, my own rating hahahas. After that go up clubhouse siann.. Cos dominated by girls le. zzz.. So me and leonard sian sian at the side. Then I played life with Crystal, then see her what gems photoshop draw TOP de, see pretty girls on FB, and play guitar. then Walau. How come we don't want see pretty girls, but girls like to see pretty girls le.. -.- After Crystal left, Kiatseng Leonard Issac Sihui and me played pool until 9pm like that. Then we continue singing, screaming, yelling in clubhouse. 10pm then they willing to go home le. x.x x.x x.x
Life's been great bahs. Take away the FYP. Take away awesome nightmares. Take away heartaches. And this is paradise already. Fyp I jiu do what I can jiu hao le lohs. Finish on time can le. Nightmares every night. And everyday gets more scary and exciting. Need me to elaborate on that ask me lo. Think only Jyn will be interested in scary stuffs lohs hahas. And heartaches nahs they ain't nothing. They either go away themselves? Or they follow me? I ain't gotta much of a choice anyways. :)
It's 1:52am now. Lesson's late tmrw. But gotta meet fyp at 11.30am. And gym at 10am le. Wake up at 8am, Sleep at 230. That makes 5 hours and half. :X Can I have more time to sleep?? Please~~~ come on... weekends ain't gonna let me have a good rest also le? Aww~~ :) nights
date/time Tuesday, 4 January 2011,07:25
SO~~ so? so yesterday was the first day of school. for the last term of school. IF i don't intend on any further studies elsewhere this would rightfully be the last 2 months of studies for me? pathetic or what? And who wishes for it to be filled with FYP MLP MTT. -.- diaos.... Went to school on time for yesterday's lesson. As I said. Cos it was the first day. Only specially for that very first day only. But also never really had any lessons. Reached at 9, james started showing a video at 10, while I was watching videos on youtube. Good variety. MTVs, ss501 hyunjoong, TVXQ new songs, blackshot gameplay, xing guang etc etc. Wahahas. Pro right. Then 11 jiu ended le. Class was till 12 de. But also nothing le mahs. So we went up to 2056. then to 2055. reading book there. It's a good book. IDIOTS guide to Psychology of Happiness. LOL. seemed like I really need it? probably yea. but it's for good bahs. everyone should read it. :) I still have other books eh. Stayed in 2055 until 3+. Then left le. they didn't wanna let me leave de lohs. but i still left. wahahas. Bought lunch from fc6. yea! 3+ le haven't eaten. Then went ch outside eat. Esmonde saying jokes there. Cocomak LOL. Dirty jokes also use on girls. (Y) le. Then me and kiat keep using the joke and cocomak singing song le. hahaha. went play pool with kiat and ljs. then went gym awhile. then me and kiat slacked in clubhouse till very late le. Cos he say wanna write song. LOL. He like only came up with one line "I miss the times with you by my side." then i help him write finish everything le. diaos. sad song only. he wan emo only. his lyrics like dun wan live like that de. then i can ninja into train kiat kena stucked outside. So i waited for him at clementi to take one stop with him only. haas. First day of school pretty well spent. So what's after the 1st. 2nd? No... it never came. Cos i pon school hahas. (Y) le bahs. Wahahas. But somebody said alot things le lohs. Say friends are fake lovers. Say cannot pon school le. o.0
Lalala~ been thinking alot these 2 weeks? Nahs. Wasn't. Was pretty fine. Just fine. Not even pleasant. But living so ZAI makes it safer. much safer. Like a shelter to hide from bombards outside. Watching videos, playing games, eating and eating. What's a ZAI life without anime? without anime jiu either become gamer, or pornster le lo. But watch anime also become otaku. So no harm. lOl. Clannad's still so funny. More funny then sanguo, so I shall watch clannad. After that jiu watch Aizu pure again. Mmmm.
Life's great? Learnt from the book about happiness. Not being the same as pleasure. Pleasure is merely an illusion. that perhaps a craving is relieved of, or bodily pleasures, or a happy feeling. But it's all short-lived. For example, you feel like you wanna eat MAC so you go buy and eat and happy le. But after that you realized you spent too much money on it, so you gotta earn or save back. Then you ate so much, and you gotta go for exercises. The negatives are way beyond what you gained from eating that sinful meal. You may feel a little happy when working to earn back, or going to exercise, but you're just recovering for a lost. And it's a cycle. However, going to a foodcourt for a standard meal, but had great conversations with your friends. that's for so much better. Ice cream or chocolates are even worst. You may need to feel the sensation of eating the ice cream, the sweetness, and chilly feel. But after the pleasure of it, the craving will only keep increasing. Falling in love too, is like a drug. The short-lived lift of spirits etc, however unreal it is it feels good. And we know what happens next. Happiness teaches us to want less, and experience more of what you already have. If we keep wanting something, or wanting more. We'll never ever be happy with what we have already. wahahas. lame~~
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When two #Libras form a friendship, they form one of the most soothing, agreeable, well- balanced relationships around.
The #Virgo-#Libra friendship may start slowly, but it will blossom once both friends grow to understand and respect one another. #virgo and #libra are both constantly looking for inner beauty in every single person
The best aspect of a #Libra-#Pisces friendship is their mutual interest in helping individuals and the world around them. #pisces and #libra are both humorous and generous with love.
date/time Sunday, 2 January 2011,06:08
Hey yo. I'm back. New Year's Eve. Oh! That was last year already. But that was fairly a good day. Woke up around 10+ and running out le. I was thinking to myself Oh my gosh what am i doing not sleeping and running out so early. And go admiralty there de market le. Haas. Met Si Li, Jia Tian, and An Rui there. We bought the food, meat, spices, vege, drinks etc. Mm actually they did. Haas. After that we took bus go XiuKai's house le. Prepared the food etc. Steamboat~ And then eat blabla. And talk. 2e3 gathering. Yes! My secondary school class. Sec 1 and 2. We call ourselves 2e3'08. and used to always quarrel with 2e4'08. Haas. Cos they are still close and frequent meet ups too. But during sec2 they won the best class award.. BOO~ Mm who was there. Si li, Jia tian, Xiu kai, An rui, jia jun, ming jun, jia xuan, pei ling, kai an, andrew, zhao wei, zhao wei's gf, hao you, eddy. 14 people only bahs. I left at 4 le. First to leave cos I came home and prepare to go city hall meet cmcc peeps le.
Met Zhixiang, Peiyan, Leonard, Wanjie at Marina Square. Had dinner. And walked to Plaza Sing. Bought somethings at Daiso and Carrefour le. Then walked back to Marina Square. Met up with Xiuxiu, Crystal and Jyn there le. Wanjie met her mum and left. After that we made our way to Singapore Flyer there again le. Cos Hui working there. Like walk here walk there only. Seriously. LOL. Me and leo drank beer le lor. Drink until my face cui. Idk why. but jiu shi look like totally gg liddat. Countdown there le. So there was Milo, zx, leo, py, crystal, xiu, jyn and sihui le. 8 people lor. Also not bad le. Watched the fireworks. Anyhow dance with indians. Then ate sushi. Took pics. No loh. Is SPAM pics. -.- seriously only. dk why they like to take so many pics. 1+ jiu went to take train home le.
After that which was sat and sun. I literally rot at home. Getting used to it already. Wake up eat. Play game. Online. Take a nap. Eat. Play game. Online. Eat chocolates. Eat bananas. Drink milk. Take the rose buds and play put inside hot water see will bloom anot. Then smell like sweet but I don't dare drink my mum don't dare drink my sis don't dare drink jiu throw away le. But i still got the rose buds LOL. then continue play my songs. Scream and shout. Yell and rot. Then continue playing game. Online. Wait till it's late enough le jiu go back sleep again. Life's great.
Online jiu had read more horo stuffs le. Dk why I used to believe like 65% of it. Now it's like 85% le. LOL. Haven't really seen anyone that doesn't fits into their horo le. It's like if it's not so obvious so true. You just either dun know the characteristics well enough. Or don't know the person well enough bahs. Do you know??? There are people who believes that the world begun with horoscopes. When the celestial beings landed upon Earth. And they were the 12 stars that we recognize. SO basically we're like their sons. But now we're mixed up le lor. Was a religion. Think the egyptians as well. forgot le. And many companies or organizations arrange their staffs based on their horoscopes. Dependency on their abilities. Ooo.
Tmrw is the 1st day of school. Now you can call me a 'one sem guy'. Used to call wilson they all one sem guy. Haas. Now I am too le. Hais. But life ahead still seems too out of sight. Went to 2e3 steamboat gathering everyone also went in NS le. eddy they all ORD le. some ORD soon. Then haoyou they all at tekong le. Going to be sent out le. Oooo left me only luhs!! Roar!!~ zzzz. Just wanna get fyp quickly over with. I also dk how am i going to score well or whatever. I just do what i can and feel like doing jiu hao le lor. After that can find a full-time job? And then wait to go NS le. yays~ :)
Think you know a Libra? Think again.. 1.When a friend is in trouble, count on a #libra to put everything down and help out. 2. Sometimes it confounds #libra that people can move on so quickly- was everything real or just faked? 3. When it comes to communication in social settings, #libra has an excellent eye for tiny details. 4. #libra people don't like their feelings to be handled carelessly & without sensitivity 5. A #libra may be replaced promptly by their ex, but they'll never find another lover anywhere like us. 6. #Libras talk too much, but are patient listeners too. They come across as restless, but seldom seem to be in a hurry. 7. #libra seem to be adept in spinning love webs to capture, but too often, we become the own preys of our webs. 8. #youlookgoodbut we #libra find inner beauty a more lasting imprint than physical appearance where time can fade away 9. Though #libra may not appear so, we can really keep secrets- no amount of torture can pry them out from us. 10. Sometimes #libra wonder if they can ever get over hurt. Years later, they sometimes still replay those scenes. 11. #toast to all #libra who don't mind gaining a few pounds for the most heavenly, sumptuous foods! 12. Having a lover who can express their emotions during intimate moments is important to a #libra. It's connection. 13. #libra don't want recognition when they perform good deeds; instead they want good deeds to carry on. 14. It's disillusioning & awfully hurtful when we #libra stand up for people & got backstabbed by them instead. 15. #libra form the best love fantasy stories ever- full of romance, anger, lust and passion. 16. When people confide in #libra, we can really feel the emotions that they feel- amazing. 17. #libra know the easy/right things to do, but sometimes we just want to make life more difficult for ourselves. 18. Sometimes we meet the right person at the wrong time, #libra believe the right time with the same person will come again. 19. #libra's problem is we think the nice sides of people after they hurt us, & we hurt ourselves again 20. #libra's assume ourselves to be blamed when something goes wrong before blaming others- and we seldom do that. 21. #Libra enters relationships with honor and self-respect to foster mutual esteem. 22. It frightens #libra to think that I-can't-live-without-you #love in books & movies doesn't exist in real life. It must exist.
